Soliloquy part 4 - Rejection

Everyone talks about the time that it heals , but nobody knows when and how much longer ,what about the person who just get rejected from being loved .Seems like someone is narrating  the fall but with tears in the eyes , eyes that can't stop the flood of emotions and the unsaid words.

 

One day you ll wake up with dry eyes , it won't hurt you anymore and you ll stop replying the moment in your head that you are carefully and harshly rejected .The eyes won't be softened for your anyone's attention ,you ll move on or not ,or you ll be in the repetitive cycle of being an unrequited lover ,seems like here I am .It's not even a day 

They say that there is a time between the cure , nobody ll tells you the story in between  ,the misery ,the breathless living ,the sadness , the madness and then the calmness .The number of  times the sharp pain emerges from the centre of the epitome .The never ending emptiness that resides in the core . I always thought that love should be warm and  filled with promises to be there forever .Seems like mine is poison or carbon monoxide for you ,which you ll

 never survive .

Noone ll tell you the taste of rejection , the filthy feeling of not wanted , the gagging breathin try to circulate oxygen to your system , the shattering glasses , the broken heart into thousands of pieces.

You ll simply curse yourself or ask yourself , 

Was I not enough ? Was I too much or I said something wrong or may I am the problem?

Or was I simply never meant  to be yours

Love is such a poetic thing that can warm the audience but it's so brutal and silent when comes to rejection. you ll try to revise the situation in your mind  ,searching for the warning or the signs that u ignored  and yet the harsh answer is that  they ll never love you like you do .May be one day you ll learn to live with this truth but today you grieves!

 

Tejinder's imagination